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Monday, October 24, 2022

"Levitation 1" Kastning / Gardony — Spontaneous Creation for the Pleasure of Song

 

Cover art by Geoge Karunov (RUSSIA)

Then the writing became so fluid that I sometimes felt as if I were 

writing for the sheer pleasure of telling a story, which may be 

the human condition that most resembles levitation.

Gabriel Garcia Marquez




I believe this album is the best example of an evolving new musical form of composition. After years of adherence to the written page, Classical music has begun to return to its improvisational roots. Kevin Kastning has embraced that return tenaciously for more than a decade with spontaneous duets and solo performances that transport me consistently to a deeper experience of music. This Levitation 1 pairing with master musician Laszlo Gardony on piano and Kevin Kastning on 36-string contra guitar has exceeded all expectations. If collaborative Classical composition needed a "proof of life," this album leaves no room for doubt. This revitalized form of Classical music is very much alive and well.

    This music was improvised similtaneous and effortlessly by these two artists for the shear pleasure of song, which may be the human condition that most resembles levitation. This album need not be explained to be loved. It is not necessary to know that these artists are improvising to enjoy this music at all. This is the album of new music that could be sent to my working class and sainted Mother and expect she would hear the beauty and feel the love in this music. This album is, in short, a miracle. In Levitation 1, these two musicians improvise out of whole cloth so perfectly joined in song that they might just as well be playing from memory, or reading the notes from a carefully composed page of written music. This music is most certainly transcendent. 

Maybe it is better to hope that music may always be 
transcendental language in the most extravagant sense. 

    In addition to the shear quality of the transformation of two musicians into one music, which I have heard increasingly in Kastning's albums to great success, is the unique pairing possible because of the range of these two instruments. There are moments when Gardony seems to play a cloud over which Kastning can fly on those 36 strings. Kastning with the range and timbre of his unique instrument paints a drop curtain adding texture and context for Gardony's invention. The trading back and forth is so seamless as to be one voice to my ears. I find I am no longer concerned with the music at all, but instead I am transported to a lofty place where my own life can be reimagined in context of the infinite. Yeah boy, howdy! 

   What makes all this possible is an understanding of the nature and mindset of improvisation that has long been articulated by Laszlo Gardony in his teaching and interviews, and by Kevin Kastning as I have come to know him through the past decade. Neither one of these artists are "creating" the music as it happens in the sense of owning the notes and expressing themselves. That would be a competition of sorts, and it couldn't sound like this. Instead, both artists are playing the music that is gifted to them and they are both staying the hell out of the way while playing the music they hear from the Source. As nutty as that sounds, it is the only way to play together so completely. Neither one is taking the lead or supporting the other in a conscious way. As Laszlo Gardony said in answer to my question about what he is thinking while improvising (Interview):

No. I was one with each note. I was each note.
—Laszlo Gardony

    I believe that if you go to a concert and you leave impressed, you should get your money back. That's not why anybody goes to see music. You oughta get a song, and sometimes a new way of seeing the world. I have shared my personal journey while listening to this album below, and you may take note that there is very little claptrap about what the musicians are doing. You might think what I am writing below is irrelevant to the album I am reviewing, and you might be right. I didn't write it for anyone's benefit but my own, but I noticed that the album had taken me to the sea of music, where an overwhelming experience of the DNA of sound was there for me to experience. And after the music was over, my own world with all its aches and pains and little details and problems looks very different. I wasn't impressed. I was transformed. 

    At this point, the reader is invited to stop now and rush over to the music, or journey forward and read some more. My writing is always a trick to see if I can confuse the reader into listening to the album. If I don't send you to the music, my writing has failed.

FANTASY REVIEW


The following writing was improvised while listening to Levitation 1 without a thought for publication. This is where the music took me. I shared it on Messenger, and it seemed to fit. So here it is. A good album of new music will let the listener explore the process of music in new ways. A great album of new music will transport the listener to heaven.


If listeners aren't carried away to Heaven, I'm failing.

—La Monte Young

Here is the "fantasy" review:


I am listening to Levitation 1. There is a sea of music. This sea is the source of music. There are streams in the water of pure colors and there are bubbles of many sizes. I have thought of this water as the source of music, but as I see it now the water seems to object. A voice in my head seems to feel slighted by that label. I hear the interjection, “Labels!” The voice says it as dirty word. This is music all by itself and it is beautiful. If this is the DNA of music, then what is music? What I see and feel here, and certainly all my ears can hear, is beautiful. I don’t want to speak at the banks of this sea. There is too much beauty here always and nothing that can be improved by commentary or category or any such simplification.

I watch two great musicians seeming to float over the waters with colorful lights and other sights swirling around them. I can see that all they hear inside themselves can be seen here  and as they approach each other the clouds of lights and colored shapes reach out to each other. I am watching a temporary melding of musics into a greater whole. Their bodies dance above the water, and they dive below. When one of them separates, the sound of loneliness and isolation fills the air above the water, and when they come together the musics play together as puppies, or clouds, or children, or dancing lights and colorful clouds.

I do my best to find the category to fit this beauty, but I have no word for this. So soon I find the two voices become a multitude that I hear as just one. That snippy voice in my head whispers its wisdom: “Relax. It’s just music.” Somehow this statement makes me want to cry. It is as though I had never relaxed before. I am not making a sound, but somehow I become part of the music. The voice says, “Yes!” And I realize that I am part of all the music I have ever heard, and all the music in the world has only ever been inside me! All I hear, and all I feel, and the voice in my head, and the swirling lights and colorful streams glowing in the sea, and the glowing mist are all Music and they are mine.

For a moment, I am suspended between these master musicians. I can feel the sound all around me. It is ALL emotional, EVERY note, all silence harmony, cadence, cascade, and every sound surround me. I feel the music, and what I feel IS the music. In my thoughts, I ask the musicians how they know what to play, and they just smile. The answer comes to me that the music is written in the lights and water and mist and ice and streams in this sea of discovery. For a laugh, each musician points to the other one and they both laugh. That is a joke because it isn’t true. Neither of them is leading. Both are following. Both are “reading” the music in everything all at once.

And I feel so much love. I feel loved. I am the very center of this experience, and the musicians treat me with the greatest respect. I feel that I am somehow the most important part of this whole experience. I am so moved by this. I am not used to being treated this way. All my emotions are treated with respect. All I feel is respected and it somehow becomes part of the Music. No, that’s not quite right. Everything I feel IS the music.

A very wise cloud of sound winks at me at this point and I get wisdom somehow silently spoken inside me: “The Listener is all is where the music goes. The only music you hear is in the quality of your own listening.” Wow! I am loved! I realize that I don’t know how to feel this much of Music for long. I resolve to learn to listen more. The cloud says, “No learning. Just let go! Learn to forget all that. The Music is enough.” I see that my Master Musicians have become the notes and nothing more and they are alive in me and they have always been there.

When I have been at the Sea of Music long enough, it is time to step away, but I am not the same person anymore. I am the keeper of the Music. I have become “The Listener.” My soul expands. Music has become my words for all the indescribable things. For the first time, I know for certain that there are indescribable things in me that matter. I can’t say what they are, but I know they are a better part of me.

I always feel good after listening to Levitation 1. I feel closer to who I am. I am become a cloud of meaningful experience, wisdom and love that is the very source of me in this world. You only see a part of me. I had forgotten there was a part of me that is only mine to see, and hear, and know. My day goes better. I can choose differently. I have become a cloud in trousers.


EXTRA CREDIT

The following are all comments I made to Kevin Kastning about Levitation 1 in Messenger texts while I went through two bouts of Covid 19 in three months and other annoying distractions before launching this website. They were posted at his page with my permission, and looked for all the world as a pretty well formed review to me. Once again, these comments were made as a personal comment and not intended as a review. So I wasn't lying, or trying to sound smart. That's just what I felt at the time while texting on Messenger. 


Here are the texts:

Levitation I has become my morning music. It starts my day off open to the unexpected magic and humanity in every breath. This collaboration is a forging together of two distinct languages with subtle tonal variations and tendencies combined into one new voice — and that voice is chock full of hope and humanity. This is not an oil and water combination. This metamorphosis of two into one reminds me of the title of Raymond Carver’s book of poems: “Where Water Comes Together with Other Water.” There is melody everywhere in this doubly improvised ascension. I am quite sure neither of these artists are creating these songs, but rather both composers are following the song as it is revealed to each. Same as it ever was. I hear a line of Theodore Roethke’s “The Waking: “Learn by going where I need to go.” I feel this album as a duet between precise, sparse and practical magic, as though the meticulous language of Raymond Carver and the hothouse flowers of Theodore Roethke’s deeply moving praise for life had been pranked into metamorphosis by impish Ovid into the story we all need to hear right now around a camp fire. If asked for a comparison of these artists, I would say they can be compared to sparse Raymond Carver and transcendent Theodore Roethke combined and reborn by mischievous Ovid into temporary song. Since those three have yet to put out an album of their own, I can recommend Levitation I as the next best thing.

I love this album. I think the combination is amazing. Gardony may hem Kastning in a bit, in that he may have a greater tendency to keep hold onto a key signature more than Kastning might unfettered, but that tension is glorious.

There is a little bit of a Lennon and McCartney type struggle. “It’s getting better all the time (It can't git no worse).” It’s just wonderful. Of course, I don’t give a damn what is intended, and as with Kastning's other work, there is little time for intention to raise its ugly little head. Something new is created in this collaboration and it isn’t under control at all.  Damn fine album!

I fantasize that both artists were experiencing the album as it happened much as I am feeling when I listen to it. Kastning must have had an underlying joy in the discovery that this music had taken over and didn’t need any help along the way! A good collaboration commandeers intension into an uncontrollable metamorphosis. I love describing that. The power of Kevin Kastning’s music is that it can be moving, dazzling, and entertaining while calling into question everything I had known about the source of creativity and moment-to-moment experience of creation itself.

Here’s a revelation: The silence after Levitation I is poignant and electric with possibilities. That bird singing over there, the backfire of a truck on the highway, the subtle sound of wind through the trees, all sound and silence, at this moment support the soloist of that Magpie nearby. I dare say I would not have heard or understood this natural and man-made symphony unaided by the music that came before.

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That's all folks! If you made it this far, I consider you a friend. Thank you! Now, please head over to listen to the music on whatever platform you like best.

The companion "interview" is linked immediately below:



KEVIN KASTNING

Sunnyside recording artist
Berklee Professor of Piano


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Thursday, October 20, 2022

Interview: Laszlo Gardony PLUS "For the Soul of the Nation"


So I quickly turned on the recorder. I don't think I had breakfast. Maybe 15 minutes after finishing the improvisations, my teaching day started. I was 100 percent there for my first student, helping him or her (I don't remember) with what she/he needed, not thinking of myself anymore.
—Laszlo Gardony

I recommend reading the review of "Clarity" before reading this interview.


The video above for "For the Soul of a Nation" at the Laszlo Gardony Music YouTube website. This "interview" is posted as a companion to the BillyMWB review of the album "Clarity" for which there is no video. "For the Soul of a Nation" moves me deeply. I see in this video a man using his greatest skill to heal a nation and the world. I have heard in interviews this artist articulate his concern for the great insurmountable divisions in this country at this time, and his desire to help with music. He correctly identified a need for something to calm the waters and bring people together. I see this as a kind of "prayer," in that the likelihood of "success" is so far out of reach as to be indefinable. And yet the beauty of this attempt to heal a nation is pure music to my ears. I hear in Laszlo Gardony's music a depth of meaning that can communicate the wisdom of Music that can never be reduced to words.


I want to be a force for real good. In other words, I know that there are bad forces, forces that bring suffering to others and misery to the world, but I want to be the opposite force. I want to be the force which is truly for good.

—John Coltrane (udiscover music quotes)


When I saw this video, it struck me that must be what it looked like when Laszlo Gardony skipped breakfast and came to his office early to sit for 49 minutes and create the album "Clarity." 


Laszlo Gardony Music YouTube is astonishingly generous and includes nine complete albums as YouTube playlists. There are videos of solo piano works and with the "Laszlo Gardony Trio" — Laszlo Gardony (piano), John Lockwood (bass), and Yoron Israel (drums). 


Laszlo Gardony Email Interview

Responses were received on 09/09/2022


This "interview" was conducted by email and texts on Messenger. The questions are from Billy, and Laszlo Gardony's responses are offset from the left margin in a block quote format. 


I found two Laszlo Gardony interviews on YouTube. The quote below is from the September 5, 2017 interview conducted by Nick Mainella. Nick had asked you how you develop focus as an improviser:


It is very important that you think and meditate on your approach to improvisation, so you don’t approach it in an egotistical way. You don’t really use what you know, but you really want to play what you hear in that moment. Of course, a lot of what you know will come out, but the point is that you don’t think as a pianist, or even as a composer. Just think as a vessel that this music is going through at this moment. And you have to keep that clean, and also be humble about what happens. So you have to be really honest with yourself, so you know this one worked, this one wasn’t really up to the level of the other thing. And when you do that for many, many years, then you develop the kind of skill that you can focus on that in the moment. (Nick Mainella Interview) 


When you teach, are you employing that same “focus” that you describe for musical improvisation?

 

When I improvise together with my students, the goal is to convey this focus, this state of mind and to help them achieve it. When I teach them in a more traditional sense, it is about intently listening to my students without judgement and formulaic evaluation: getting to know their musical world - the parts that have already taken shape but, even more importantly, developing a keen "radar" to detect the parts that are still in the budding stage. Then guiding them gently - giving them the opportunity to gain joy and inspiration from their discoveries along the way as those buds begin to turn into flowers. So, as a teacher, mindfulness and listening are essential - two attributes of meditation.


Does the intensity of your interaction with students deplete your compositional energy, or does it enhance your energy to make music?

 

Only giving lazy, simplistic answers to their questions would deplete my energy, which I don't do. I give them an attainable next step but always remind them of the big picture. If a teacher develops an ego, he or she might be inclined to act as a know-it-all and slap a simplistic answer on a question without emphasizing the humility, dedication and joy of long-haul learning - the kind that leads to true discoveries and inner peace for an artist. Those crude answers do deplete both teacher and student. I do my utmost never to do that. 


A few questions for a review of the album ¨Clarity:¨


A quote from our texts:


It was all instinctive, but I think by the time I got to "Resilient Joy" I arrived from mourning/missing them, to celebrating life: theirs, and life in general. Like New Orleans second line does, just with personal vocabulary. Letting them go with love.


Would you like to add to that statement? Were you surprised to realize you were processing your feelings about the losses in this music?

 

It was not something I judged; I just had a very strong inclination to stay true to, and focus on every moment as it happened. I never became result-oriented throughout the process; didn't think about it at all. I felt the inspiration, the inevitability of the music and I went with it and was grateful for it. Afterwards, the sense that the grief lifted and was replaced by peace was unexpected and filled me with gratitude. That is when I truly realized what I went through, not until then. It seems to me that healing oneself from grief can't be forced, or done through step-by-step thinking, and it wasn't done that way here.

 

What sort of day was it for you that resulted in you retiring to your office to record this album? Were you excited or exhausted? Did you eat something recently? Were you hungry? When did you know you had something you needed to play on the piano that day?

 

It was actually in the morning, before my first student arrived that day. I felt that the notes I was about to play would very strongly lead to other notes and that they came from deep emotions. It was inevitable music that needed to come out. So I quickly turned on the recorder. I don't think I had breakfast. Maybe 15 minutes after finishing the improvisations, my teaching day started. I was 100 percent there for my first student, helping him or her (I don't remember) with what she/he needed, not thinking of myself anymore.

 

I was close to my parents. They were proud of what I achieved in America, and didn't feel abandoned by my moving here - in fact, they understood and praised my decision once they saw how my art and life blossomed here. Unfortunately, both of them died unexpectedly a few months apart so I couldn't be there in person when they passed. My father - also Laszlo - was 92 years old and my mother - Maria - 82. She followed my father four months later.


Have you ever experienced an actual New Orleans Second Line? 

 

Not in New Orleans but through recordings, videos and stories of my musical partners who experienced it and/or played in it. In addition to the music, the ideology of it moved me deeply as well. After mourning, celebrating the life of the departed and celebrating life itself. It is positive, hopeful, genuine and wise - far from frivolous or blasphemous.


What did you feel when you were playing that music? Do you remember any extraneous thoughts or details that would add to an understanding of your state of mind while creating this music?

 

No. I was one with each note. I was each note.

 

That picture on the cover of the album reminds me of your statement that you first started improvising at the keyboard at the age of three. What are the details of that picture? How old were you?

 

I don't remember the actual taking of that picture by my father. He showed it to me when I was older. So I think I must have been no older than 4 in that photo.

 

I have come to believe that music is our best and most articulate language of emotion. I thought of asking you what you were feeling, but the music IS the feelings as best they can be expressed. Does that track with your understanding? Is that why you abandoned your certification as a mathematics teacher for the world of jazz?

 

Improvising has always served as a daily "diary" of my life from a very early age. Yes, a lot of it is propelled by emotions but it also leads to realizations on a subconscious or conscious level - much like writing a diary. One of the most essential attributes of it is that it expresses- and/or leads to - realizations which words cannot  (or struggle to) express. So music makes you emotionally richer but also smarter. 


What do you listen to? Are you a jazz musician? Does that mean anything at this level? What are your Classical influences?

 

I listen to everything as long as my radar finds it emotionally and, intention-wise, genuine. I don’t define myself. When you define yourself instead of being yourself it diminishes your access to true inspiration. I find inspiration in good jazz, "classic" and progressive rock, funk, soul, blues, Gospel, various folk music from around the world, some avant-garde and classical music. In classical, Bach, Chopin, Debussy, Ravel, Bartok, Stravinsky, Rachmaninoff, Alban Berg, Ligeti, Messiaen and GĂłrecky especially touch me.

 

Keith Jarrett says he regrets he didn’t do more with Classical music. Chick Corea once listed his top influence as Elgar. What music do you love and why do you listen to so much music that isn’t what you currently play? Are you also a Classical pianist? Can you play Hungarian music? Why is it important to listen to the whole world, if you are only playing jazz in New York? Stuff like that….

 

Good music is part of me, regardless of genre. Same is true of every great jazz musician who has truly inspired me. It is true of Keith, Chick, Coltrane, Miles and many more. I've never regretted not playing a certain type of music; I've always respected the music that my spirit instructed my fingers to play. Everything I've listened to has found its place in this process - maybe a lot, maybe no part at all. I never risk losing the joy that playing what I truly want to play always gives me.

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You may remember that the review of "Clarity" includes the assertion that at 6:45 to 7:00 the song "Resilient Joy" sounds like Gardony is playing "In The Summertime" by Mungo Jerry. Forgive my delight when Laszlo Gardony responded to that statement in a text on Messenger:

Now that I re-listened to "Resilient Joy" I can hear the Mungo Jerry song being quoted too 😊


The Nick Mainella Interview (quoted above) is a good one! 




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Monday, October 17, 2022

"Clarity" Laszlo Gardony — Solo Piano from Mourning to Celebration in 49 Minutes

 
If ya' feel, ya' healed
— Jessy (character name) from Robert Downey Sr.’s “Greaser’s Palace”
 

Hello Billy, I though you might also enjoy this solo piano album of mine which was improvised in one sitting in a continuous 40-minute session. The pieces (and the spaces between them) are as they happened during the session. As I later understood my emotional state - I was working through saying goodbye to my then-recently departed parents.  It is from 2012.
Best wishes, Laszlo
— Laszlo Gardony 

This is a review of Laszlo Gardony’s solo piano album from 2012 entitled “Clarity.” It is the first review I have posted in more than 10 years. I have written two complete reviews of that album and scrapped them. I believe this album is important, and beautiful, and it gets me somewhere down deep. I read through my other versions of this review, and that writing didn’t make me want to listen to the album. This music does something for me that no other album does as well. It takes work as a listener to let the music in enough to be changed by it. When I listen to this music as deeply as I am able, it can take me from mourning into the celebration of life.

I got sick with Covid 19 twice while working on this review, and the disease and its lingering effects did a number on my ability to feel. Even then, this music helped me when I was able to give it my all. I invite the reader (YOU!) to skip the review and head directly to the music or to the interview (when posted) as soon as you feel the urge to do so. Laszlo Gardony created this music improvising at his Yamaha Baby Grand piano in this office at the Berklee College of Music in one 49-minute session. He came in early to work and may have skipped breakfast to do that.  The following section of this review was improvised by me while listening to the album in that same amount of time. After writing this review, I ate breakfast. 

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The opening chords are plaintive and deep. This guy is searching for something. There ain’t no preaching going on. The title “Settling of a Racing Mind” (4:08) catches my attention! Damn, but couldn’t I use some of that. Man, this guy is restless. About a minute into this song, I have heard several themes worthy of a song all by itself, but he keeps searching. Sounds like there is a complete adult fairy tale here searching hard for a moral of the story. Oh man! So rich and full are these chords. Feels like the waters have been troubled a little too long, and there needs to be a some spiritual calm. This prayer ends unresolved but oh so beautiful.

“Surface Reflections” (1:53) keeps the story going in the same vein, but there are some beautiful chords of conclusion and maybe “mystic chords of memory” though quoting Lincoln here may not be quite the ticket. There is a “moral of the story” forming, but not quite.

“Looking Deeper” (4:58) admits the answers have not yet been found. The theme is not abandoned, but it is altered and less of a fairy tale now. Some sliding sideways up a ladder to find a new key changes the scenery for a moment. The fairy tale has become a Lutheran Hymn for a sec. This has become for me a broken “Mighty Fortress” until it takes the exit to a new musical plain with some nod to blue, and some sonic shifting that sounds modal to me. Then a blessed return to the aching search for a resolution that has become more real. That trill at the end wants to be a tag of truth and a sweet afterword perhaps, but it is no more capable of ending the search than an aphorism against the finality of loss.

"Working Through (Clarity)” (3:32) repeats the theme of deep-lovely-haunting search with greater complication and great big chords that seem to require all the fingers. For a second there seems to be a bridge to another way of feeling through the losses. The song resolves on home base, but not as a final statement. Not that at all.

There is a dance forming in “Finding Strength” (2:37). I went looking for the dance, and best I can feel it may be something very old like a quadrille. Chords repeat and alter but then there is a single note played for rhythm in the bass section that denotes the passage of time and development. I find myself rocking to the rhythm in my chair. Something toe-tappy is forming.

“Better Place” (11:31) begins in a tonal cloud full of wonder and not quite what I would expect to find in the Ultimate Chord Book. Time stands still in a two chord deal, until Wow! something slides again on that magical, modal, key-smashing way that happened once before. Then there is a really fine kind of Disney or Sondheim musical inspirational and sad theme. That don't last long. The search has taken on a very different tone now, "extra" notes sneak in. Not all is well with the world, but we are working on it. 1-2-3 and 1-2-3 and repeat. Maybe there is a complaint there or some discomfort. But oh there is a rhythm forming in the bass. I think we should go with that, because that rhythm seems to know where it is going. Kinda getting sweet, and I am starting to get a little antsy in my chair. Feels like it‘s about to launch into something inspirational, which hasn't been a steady diet up to this point. There is a little trill in this rhythmic blast that reminds me of Charles Mingus’ “Better Git It In Your Soul.” We are definitely headed to the dance floor. And even now, there is a five-note-down and four-note-up thing countering the flow and maybe slightly out of time. Stuff still troubles the flow, but we are definitely headed somewhere. This is serious fun, but it’s not just happy talk.  Thrilling, if you really want to know. There is a little theme here that reminds me of Vince Guaraldi's perfect little boxes, like in "Cast Your Fate To The Wind," but there is more to it and it isn't so damn pat. The ending is a “fade” which is pretty sweet when done entirely on the piano.

“Opened Window (Hopeful Horizon)” (3:44) definitely needs some lyrics and a fine tenor singing something pithy and heartbreaking. This could be a great big Broadway ballad and I know it would make me cry and teach me something. I would see this musical as often as my wallet would allow. It speaks to my own broken heart just where I sit uncomfortably in the audience of life. The ending leaves the questions open. Moving stuff.

“Tempering” (1:54) has more of that “One Step Beyond” sliding into new keys and chords by breaking some rules but keeping me engaged anyway. Then there is a familiar cascade downward like a waterfall or Arvo PĂ€rt’s “Cantus In Memoriam Benjamin Britten.” That downward spiral tips the hand of this emerging suite of songs as a most funereal thing. Nevertheless, Laszlo Gardony reports that he was not consciously aware of any such extraneous thought at the time he was playing it. (An “interview” assembled from text will immediately follow this review.)

Billy:  What did you feel when you were playing that music? Obviously, the best description of what you were feeling is the music itself. (I believe music is the language of emotion expressed through time.) But do you remember any extraneous thoughts or details that would add to an understanding of your state of mind while creating this music?

Laszlo Gardony: No. I was one with each note. I was each note.

The beginning of “Resilient Joy” (10:50) reminds me of the fife and drum trio playing down the road putting a feather in their cap and calling it macaroni. Then it slides right into a sassy little theme that has some big chords backing it up. This seems so familiar. Now I know it is not intentional but I definitely hear some Mungo Jerry in here! At 6:45 to 7:00 this is absolutely “In the Summertime when the weather is high, you can reach right up and touch the sky.” (Ray Dorset 1970 — "Mungo Jerry” is the name of the band) Yousa! That's skiffle, if my Wikipedia has it right. How the hell? Somehow it fits and fits tight. We are clearly dancing now! This ain't no ancient dance, but a full tilt celebration. All the themes seem come to accept this resolution in "Resilient Joy." It is a damn barn burner as they used to say. Everybody get up, form and line and join in! The mourning is clearly over, because this is time to celebrate the life well lived, and your life, and his life, and my life and all life. DANCE! There it is! Mungo Jerry! I definitely didn't see that coming. Ain't nobody watching, so everybody dance! Can I let go of all my own losses and let this happen? Of course I can! Who can resist this much sass and looks like everybody is joining in so I celebrate too, and that allows me to let go of a couple suicides in my family and the death of both parents. Sorry, but that’s my stuff. You let go of whatever you got. Point is, we are dancing to the celebrations of life with an attitude! Laszlo Gardony later described it as the equivalent of a New Orleans second-line funeral march. 

It was not something I judged; I just had a very strong inclination to stay true to, and focus on every moment as it happened. I never became result-oriented throughout the process; didn't think about it at all. I felt the inspiration, the inevitability of the music and I went with it and was grateful for it. Afterwards, the sense that the grief lifted and was replaced by peace was unexpected and filled me with gratitude. That is when I truly realized what I went through, not until then. It seems to me that healing oneself from grief can't be forced, or done through step-by-step thinking, and it wasn't done that way here.

Now that I re-listened to "Resilient Joy" I can hear the Mungo Jerry song being quoted too đŸ˜Š

— Laszlo Gardony

“Resolution (Perfect Place)” (3:56) is that piano flourish one might expect after hours on an upright piano in an empty room at the end of the night. One might ask the player when he is finished, "Why don't you play that in the concert?” He mostly like will just smile, but if he answered I imagine he would say, “It’s personal.” For the first time I hear some blue notes in the mix. Once again, add some lyrics and this one would break hearts and sell product, but we are privileged to hear it. It’s the kind of thing you don’t applaud for right away, but let it sit silent in the air a minute. Then standing O.

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Now here is the part that actually makes me cry. Laszlo Gardony says that he realized sometime after playing the last note that he had been processing his way through the recent loss of both his mother and his father back in Hungary. When he finished improvising this music, the dark cloud of mourning had passed from him, and he felt a sense of resolution. The kicker is this that gets to me. His first student of the day arrived at his 15 minutes later and he proudly told me in a text, that he put everything away and gave his complete attention to his student. Why does that make me tear up? I think the quality that makes Laszlo Gardony a “monster" of a musician to his students and to me is that he is the most decent person I have ever met. That honesty is always present in his music because it is always present in this man. 

It was actually in the morning, before my first student arrived that day. I felt that the notes I was about to play would very strongly lead to other notes and that they came from deep emotions. It was inevitable music that needed to come out. So I quickly turned on the recorder. I don't think I had breakfast. Maybe 15 minutes after finishing the improvisations, my teaching day started. I was 100 percent there for my first student, helping him or her (I don't remember) with what she/he needed, not thinking of myself anymore.
— Laszlo Gardony

Why is this album necessary right now? Because we all have white crosses on the side of the road. At 67, death and something like it happens again and again to me. Who among us isn’t processing loss these days? This good and decent man (and master musician) was unconsciously and successfully working through the loss of both of his parents. When I listen very carefully and let this music get to me, I go through that process with him. I experience what it would be like to go through feelings of loss and to release my pain and suffering and find in myself a celebration of life. Laszlo Gardony’s process of grieving is much saner than my own, and after going through this process with him, I am less bitter and I am able to let go of some of the losses, disappointment, insult, and pain. That’s what makes this album important.

 
I haven’t attempted to list this great artist’s credits. The music tells the story here without any bona fides. He began improvising at the piano at the age of three in Hungary. He teaches at Harvard and Berklee College of Music. The list of credits is long and impressive, if you like that sort of thing. All those accomplishments pale by comparison to the music. Helluva guy, if you want to know the truth.

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